Was it ever quite enough?

I want to have a full fledged blog. I want to write from time to time and share what's on my mind. I understand that I have my tumblr account, which I absolutely love, but I want something more. Unless, I make my tumblr account much more honed and stick to a certain criteria for my posts. I don't know. Seeing others with full-fledged blogs makes me want one. Sigh.

I miss the privacy.

A few people I know know of my tumblr account. I still don't know how I feel about this. I mean, at least two of them, I told them about my blog. Then I know of others who read it, but don't follow me. Tumblr was a really safe haven for me for a long time. Now it's just kind of turning into this big ol' fade. I'm not saying I'm gonna stop posting on tumblr, its just I don't know. I swore to myself I wouldn't scale back on what I posted, but I feel like I may be doing it anyway.

I don't think you've figured yourself out yet. I thought I had a good grip on you, but lately the things you've been saying and doing contradict that. Who knows really? 

I do want to be a photographer. It would be so much fun and I think I would be really good at it. At least, I hope I would be. I'm still unsure whether or not to take classes over it or if I want to major in it. Some would think majoring in  studio art/photographer would be a waste and I could possibly run the risk of taking classes teaching me things that I've already taught myself. Thus leading it to be a waste. Sigh.

Truthfully

I kind of want to have another, private blog for myself. Then again, I don't know what I would write in it. I'm also considering to use this as a photo-blog for my photography. If you want to call it that. Maybe if I ever get any inspiration, I could write short stories or something here. I feel as if I have some decent ideas for short stories. Just the whole actually writing them out part is what I need to work on. I'm more or so leaning to using this as a photo-blog. Like a portfolio of some sorts, seeing how I already have my tumblr page/blog as a sort of journal for myself. We shall see what happens in time.

I made this blogger account as a backup. Just in case I feel like posting something that I don't want to share with the Tumblr community.